time

I'm always boxed in by how much time before bed, when i have to wake up, when to leave for work, how much time for lunch, and I'm tired of it. I never get enough sleep. I never get enough relaxation in. There's too much rush rush rush and not enough relax. Today I was home sick (tummy issues) and I couldn't help but enjoy the time off. But we'll see how the boss took it when I get in tomorrow.

I miss my old job and I want it back. :(
I want things to be different, in a good way.