work starts later today

Work starts later today for the first time since I started seriously studying for the bar. As I said before, I'm burnt out and not in the mood for it. What sucks more is I only have half the job, not the other half, and I have a gut feeling now that I'm not getting the other half.

I don't mind having to settle. What I mind is settling and then getting pissed on by the people I'm settling for. It makes me want to walk away from the whole situation.

God.. I fucking hate life this very moment.