I think I have a job -- I find out on Friday -- with Fernannnnnnnndo. Things are kinda crappy here and show the promise of getting crappier. I spoke to my boss about some problems here and she's determined to handle them -- I fear the worst. I've been very busy today and this week.. things are resolving themselves, though, which is good.

I have a tutor (my sister's friend Stan) for the bar and will be going home to visit and study. With the job thing, now I can focus on my health and weight.

Jarrod had a very bad blow of news yesterday... someone we both like is very ill. It's hard to accept that.

Lately things feel like I'm clawing my way up...