I'm at the fellowship. I didn't get the temp job. That's ok. I've got two more weeks after this. I've stepped up the job search a great deal...

As for the rough time, I guess I was just having work problems combined with personal problems. My weight, the bar, job situation, money situation, health situation.. everything just feels so insurmountable sometimes. It got to the point where I felt completely overwhelmed and I didn't want to talk about it with anyone.

Things are the same but I feel better about them, I guess. THank god its the weekend.

I love my husband so much, I love spending time with him, I love being married to him, I love him so much I want to explode sometimes.