Class was informative. I really learned a lot. I'm still having trouble putting my finger on exactly what I did wrong, but i'm learning. Today was really a wash, I didn't get much done and I'm starting to feel frozen up again. At least the apartment is fixed up a little bit. I was listening to some friends self-abuse tonight and realized - not only have I been doing that for almost a week now, but it's not fair to me. You can't expect to live up to high expectations when something is wrong. You need to deal with the source of the issue. My source? no matter how much I put into it I'll never be satisfied with my work ethic. It's time to work out a schedule and stick to it.