Once again I have not written in a while. Things on my mind. Turns out to not be MS, thank goodness. The MRI came back negative. The leg pain has all but abated, so right now I'm just left confused and feeling stupid. I don't want to talk about what movies I've seen, what stupid stuff I've done or anything like that. I'm just feeling so empty and down.. I'm not sure what's causing it. So many things seem foolish, I'm grumpy about so much. I got angry with Jarrod about silly things... things that were not fair. Usually I'm so understanding of personality quirks but today I was just... inflexible. I think I'm down because I'm so damn hard on myself, so unforgiving with myself, and now it's starting to bleed out onto everything else. I don't know if I even really want to talk about it.
Thursday, October 09, 2003
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