I'm starving and thirsty but I'll have to do dishes before I can do anything about it. Yes, yesterday was a full-on BUST. Completely failed in all efforts. Why? Because I'm a terrific wimp and hid in my bed like a ninny. I have nothing more to say on the matter.

I did have this incredibly vivid dream of a horse.. outside my old childhood neighborhood library, there was a horse drawn cart. I walked up to the horse and pet him and I could feel his soft hair.. it was amazing. Then I woke up confused.

Got an email from my friend John. He's so incredibly gung-ho about Iraq (he's in Tikrit right now), even with all the horrible deaths and things he knows about.. he worries me...