I'm not so down today, still kinda sad but not nearly so grumpy. Most of the pain is gone. I will be seeing the rheumatologist (arthritis/lupus doctor) at the end of the month and they will be the ones to help me find out if it's arthritis or not. I'll update this site when I know better. Other than that I don't have much going on, I have a baby shower to attend for a law school friend on Saturday (but shh, I'm thinking about bailing - thank god she doesn't read my blog). Yesterday Jarrod and I went out to see a movie about a blind guy who climbed mount everest. We got into this big argument because I drove, and I went the wrong way when we got into the parking garage and I was being really hard on myself about it. He didn't say anything negative but said I did the right thing, and we ended up fighting over THAT, of all things. After the movie we went to dinner (where we ran into Charles Nelson Reilly) with his company and I felt "off" - kinda snippy and judgmental. I went to bed early and things improved today.

Today they updated SWG with a huge patch that broke a lot. I am applying to more jobs tomorrow.